
5 stars Middle School
“The Thing Mom Doesn’t Understand
Some people ARE bigger.
Whether we like it or not,
our size
has nothing to do
with the amount of space
our bodies take up.
It has everything to do
with the amount of space
other people tell us
we’re allowed to take up.”
“After we finish packing the van
I gaze at the house I’d hope would be
a permanent home.
I’d expected it
to change everything.
The only thing that changed
was me.
Before I arrived
I wanted to hide my strange
life behind four walls
built of normal.
This house
this town
this move
taught me
to break down walls
take up – space
claim my place
in a world
where there are always
going to be people
trying to make me
feel small.”
” Some walls existed
long before I was born.
Some walls will exist
long after I’m gone.”
” Fitting in is overrated.
The key to surviving middle school
is to be okay
standing out.”
I’ve never written a review where I used only quotes from the book, but this book speaks for itself. I fell in love with Cayenne from the minute I started reading this book. Her parents wanted to be free birds, but Cayenne’s had other dreams. She wanted stability and what Cayenne would call “normalcy.” She wanted a house with a foundation, school lunches, boyfriends, a social life and a schedule. If only she could have that instead of the sticker- plastered van that has been her home-on-wheels with her family.
Then, that day happened. The family moved into a home with a foundation, a home with walls and a solid floor. I can’t say much about what else the house had to offer as it needed work, but it was a start and for now, Cayenne was happy. She could start living her dream and I was happy for her. Middle school was on her horizon and things were looking up, yet we all know what middle school brings, and I was hoping that Cayenne would fit in. Would she find her own crowd? Would she be accepted? How would her parents adapt to living in a house? Cayenne’s hopes and dreams seemed simple and practical yet when there’s so much going on around her, they become involved.
What a great novel! I really loved all the characters and how realistic this book felt. This was also an emotional book for me, the highs and the lows as Cayenne gets to experience one of her dreams. I highly recommend it. 5 stars
















